If you’re in, then I hope you’ll write in this. We have to figure the rest out for ourselves.

Lily and her team can only help us so much. We’ll also have to convince the Academy this is right for us. Questions will be asked.īut we can’t do any of this without being sure about ourselves. Some of us may be facing this much sooner than later, especially if Sang will be staying at everyone’s houses regularly. If things work out, I don’t think I could explain to them the truth. I’d camp in a tent all year long, as long as Sang and you guys were nearby.Īlso, my parents. We’ve said we’d support each other no matter the final decision. I won’t pressure anyone, like Sang said, but this won’t work without all of us. I don’t have a problem talking with anyone about this. Jealousy might be something we have to work on together. There’s a few questions I have for the others. Maybe now I can just call you and say good morning sometimes. I’d love to show you some of my own favorite places. I’d love to take you on dates, anywhere you’d love to go. I’d also love to be able to see you more. I’d appreciate if everyone kept it behind closed doors. I think I’ll be a little jealous if I see the others kissing you. I don’t want to pretend I’m okay with everything as if nothing bothers me. Later, we’ll be sleeping on the floor with the others. I’m sitting on Kota’s bed, listening to you laugh as you’re eating pizza with the guys downstairs. I’ll always tell you anything you want to know. I want to wait to tell you when you can hear it. I’ve been wanting to tell you for a while. I want to tell you something about how I feel. I’m not so picky as to ask anything of you except to see me when you can. The way you look at me, those eyes make me want to stay by you. I don’t care about the job, or the money and security like my mother often talks about. My mother had a plan for me and I reluctantly did it to please her.Īnd now I’ll be forever grateful, because you and the others are often at risk and need me. I became a doctor because I was supposed to.

Push and Shove by C.L. Stone